english talking area :)

I wish I had died with my old illusions still intact... I am so weak, so pathetic.

More and more I am losing any hope to ever connect to another person on a deeper level, even on the level of shared suffering.

I found this quite interesting and want to share it because it investigates our reactions to things we find cringe-worthy, which is a really interesting state of mind:

Dude, I can't talk about my feelings and shit in my native language. English, no problem, I would tell everyone my whole life story and why I'm fucked up. I would like therapy in English please.

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I slowly get to a similar recognition.

Therapy with someone or people who at least are able to comprehend English and maybe are capable to handle other languages (just how to use a dictionary of that specific language sometimes would be enough; I don't work that much differently from that), I guess this would be a "requirement" (saying this very lightly and carefully). Because I simply can't turn it into practice any better. It's just the way things have developed in my brain.

I love the game; I am bad at it, but I love it.

Love that kinda talkin' 'bout our language. Esp. the part of Namibia.

A brief comment with regards to dictionaries.

Simple dictionaries are nice but always lack of context. I always told my students to use a "English English"-Dictionary. In order to avoid funny confuision. I don't remember them in detail yet. But we had a lot confuision.

Hey there, I'm feeling a little bit lonely this moment. Hope you all feel better.